Thank You Lord

As many of you know I am watching my father's health slowly and painfully decline. It has really made me reflect on life and those whom I love so dearly. I'm amazed at the Plan, and how certain things collide in order for other things to happen. I know most of the world has probably already came to the very conclusions I'm just now realizing, but for me they are all new territory.

In addition to the reflections on life, death, and love, I have also been in deep thought regarding all that is going on with VN adoptions. Most of you all know about Mia's story and how her adoption was unplanned and a complete miracle. I am so thankful right now that I do not have to question Mia's adoption (other than the wondering about her first mother). I am so thankful that I have this little angel in my life, and that I can look at her and say, "your mother delivered you to the orphanage" and not have to second guess myself in wonder if her mother was actually paid, bribed, or threatened by an unscrupulous evil-doer looking to exploit her and her child.

My heart aches for all those panicked right now about whether or not they will be able to complete their adoptions. My heart breaks even more for all the mothers who have been cheated out of their children for the financial gain of evil people. My heart breaks the most for the innocent children. Yes, I know that other countries adopt from VN, but not near the numbers that US does. Yes, I also know that the numbers are one of the reasons corruption has been bread. But, none-the-less, it is the children who inevitably will suffer. Wouldn't it be wonderful if we all spent the money we do for adoptions on providing for the children we now cannot adopt? Is the money only worth it to us if we get to bring the children into our homes? Okay, I won't start this on Mia's blog. I may on the other blog, but not here...

So, anywho, like I was saying before I got a bit off track, I am so thankful. I recognize how blessed I am. I realize how precious life is and how important it is to cherish and cling to every moment we have with those we love.

Speaking of love, just look at the enamored look on Mia's face for her big sissy. It amazes me, with adoption, or the birth of a new baby, how from no where love can well up and grasp a complete hold on you.

Apologies

I haven't had the chance to update too much. There hasn't been too much Mia wise to update. (How many times can I tell you just how wonderful she is, really?!) I'm dealing with my dad again. I've updated what's going on with him on my other blog.

I have been reading your blogs. I haven't had the mental strength to leave decent comments and thoughtful insights. I'm sorry, but I do want all of my blogging friends out there to know that I am trying to keep up, and I do care!

Lord's Prayer ~ the adorable way!

My boss sent me a link to this adorable little angel: